Often
people’s compassionate thoughts and sympathies towards us are often missed, or
misunderstood; ideas are often poor ghosts and they just cannot make themselves
felt.
"But
sometimes they are made flesh; they breath upon us with warm breath, they touch
us with soft responsive hands, they look at us with sad, sincere eyes, and
speak to us in appealing tones; they are clothed in a living human soul, with
all its conflicts, its faith, and its love. Then their presence is a power,
then they shake us like a passion, and we are drawn after them by a gentle compulsion,
as flame is drawn to flame."
This
week I talked with a 26 yr. old young woman who has fought years of heroin
addiction and I have been drawn to her. I believe it is the Holy Spirit but she
has the look of a lost puppy, a shy and humble demeanor that begs for help
without her saying a word. When she came to the corrections center her face was
ashen with dark circles under her eyes, lacking nearly any bloom of youth. As I
have befriended her over the last month she has been greedily responsive, and
as she has shared candid details, my sympathies continue to grow. I left the
center Monday night with such strong feelings of care and love for her that
some of the emotions bordered on romance. All evening I thought of her and
wished I could just sweep her away from all her sorrows and rescue her from the
callings of addiction. The thoughts were so intense that it almost alarmed me
and left me wondering if this was truly the work of the Holy Spirit or some
carnal desire. Now I have felt this before but I can't recall it ever being this strong. The next day the feelings were gone and I was left perplexed
until I read the line from the above quote, " Then their presence is a
power, then they shake us like a passion, and we are drawn after them by a
gentle compulsion, as flame is drawn to flame." That embodies the emotions
of that moment; and although they passed, I'm comforted knowing God was at
work.
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