Saturday, January 29, 2022

Christ's mercies


  "A mother that has a sick child that is difficult to deal with will not therefore cast it away. And shall there be more mercy in ourselves than in God, who planted the affection of mercy in us? But for further demonstration of Christ's mercy too all broken people, consider the names of love and family Christ has taken upon himself such as husband, nursing mother, shepherd, brother etc. which he will discharge to the utmost as assigned by his Father and his own voluntary undertaking. Consider the names used to describe him of the mildest creatures, like the lamb and hen to show his tender care; consider his very name Jesus, a Savior, given him by God himself; consider his mission, which is that he should 'heal the broken-hearted,' Isa 61:1

 At his baptism the Holy Ghost sat on him in the shape of a dove, to show what he should be a dove-like, gentle mediator. See the gracious manner of executing his mission. As a prophet, he came with blessing in his mouth, 'Blessed be the poor in spirit' etc. and he invited those to come to him whose hearts felt the most guilt, 'Come unto me, all you that are weary and heavy laden.' Matt. 11:28 How did his heart yearn when 'he saw the people as a sheep without a shepherd!' Matt. 9:36. He never turned any back again that came to him, though some went away of themselves. He came to die as a priest for his enemies. In the days of his flesh he dictated a form of  prayer to his disciples, and put petitions to God into their mouths, and his Spirit to intercede in their hearts; and he now makes intercession in heaven for weak Christians; and shed tears for those that shed his blood.

  So, he is a meek King; he will admit mourners into his presence, a king of poor and afflicted persons; as he has beams of majesty, so he has a heart of mercies and compassion; 'a prince of peace,' Isa. 9:6. Why was he tempted, but that he might aid those that are tempted,' Heb. 2:18. What mercy may we not expect from so gracious a mediator, that took our nature upon him that he might be gracious. He is a physician good at all diseases, especially at the binding up of a broken heart; he died that he might heal our souls with a plaster of his own blood, and by that death save us.  Richard Sibbs, 1645.


Thursday, January 20, 2022



  This little quote by John Ruskin is in defense of his writing. He's frustrated that so many don't know the rules of grammar and so they misunderstand what he says, or they haven't the patience to study it out. 

Downright Facts Plainly Told.

  "I have been much impressed lately by one of the results of the quantity of our books; namely, the stern impossibility of getting anything understood, that requires patience to understand. 

I observe always, in the case of my own writings, that if ever I state anything which has cost me any trouble to ascertain, and which, therefore, will probably require a minute of two of reflection from the reader before it can be accepted, --that the statement will not only be misunderstood, but in all probability will be taken to mean something very nearly the reverse of what it does mean.

  Now, whatever faults there may be in my modes of expression, I know that the words I use will always be found, by Johnson;'s dictionary, to bear, first of all, the sense I use them in; and that the sentences, whether awkwardly turned or not, will, by the ordinary rules of grammar, bear no other interpretation than what I mean them to bear; so that the misunderstanding of them just result, ultimately, from the mere fact that their matter sometimes requires a little patience." John Ruskin

Tuesday, January 18, 2022

Lycurgus of Sparta


   

  "A young man in a fit of anger struck and put out one of Lycurgus eyes with a stick. The offender was captured and given to Lycurgus for punishment. Lycurgus took him into his house, but showed him no ill treatment either by word or action. His only punishment was to have the youth wait upon him instead of his usual servants and attendants. The youth, who was innocent and unsuspecting, did what was commanded without murmuring. Living in this manner with Lycurgus, and having an opportunity to observe the mildness and goodness of his heart, his strict self control and indefatigable industry, he told his friends that Lycurgus was not the proud and severe man he had taken him for, but above all others, he was gentle and engaging in his behavior. This then, was the chastisement, and this punishment he suffered, that changed a wild and headstrong young man to become a very modest and prudent citizen." Plutarch. 

Monday, January 10, 2022


   A friend recommended I watch the movie "The Tender Bar." I had no idea what it was about and I began with my typical barriers up. "Why didn't they choose a charming child star? Who is this unknown that has no appeal? Why so much cussing? I don't think I'm going to like this......" and on I went with my critical spirit. 

But not long into the film I realized exactly why they chose this cast, and I was completely captivated by the wonderful, charming little boy star and as each person wove their way into my heart I was so taken by this film and so moved by how they portrayed family love and nurture, the support of friends and the life changing impact it makes. 

It struck chords so deep within me I found tears kept welling up and my heart was so deeply affected. Not until the movie was over did I realize I was mourning for what was portrayed on screen. Ben Affleck represented to me the father I wish I had, and I developed such a fondness for him by the time the film was over I found myself choking back emotions, and still, as I write this. The impact of loving family members and an adult environment that takes you under their wing and has your back, well, how can one measure how much better of a man, Father and husband one would be having this kind of support? If you grew up having these things, forever be grateful. Surely it is one of life's greatest gifts.

Saturday, January 08, 2022

The blood of Jesus

 




 "The blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin" 1 Jn. 1:7 

The blood of Christ needs to be considered three ways: as shed, as pleaded, as sprinkled. 1. As shed. This was necessary by way of satisfaction and merit, to obtain for us God's pardon of our sins, for "without the shedding of blood is no remission of sins." Heb. 9:22

   

2. It is pleaded by Christ in heaven. This is the very basis of His intercession. "By His own blood He entered in once into the Holy place" Heb. 9:12 and its merits He continually presents to the Father. It is also to be pleaded by us when we beg any blessing, especially the pardon of our sins: "Having therefore brethren, boldness to enter into the Holiest by the blood of Jesus" Heb. 10:19 


But it is not enough that His blood be shed and pleaded, it must be actually sprinkled or applied to our conscience; "The blood of sprinkling which speaketh better things than that of Abel." Heb. 12:24           Arthur Pink, The Atonement.

Friday, January 07, 2022




   I was reading in Proverbs 26:17 where it says, "Like one who takes a dog by the ears is he who passes by and meddles with strife not belonging to him." 

There was a marginal note by the word "meddle" and the literal word is, "infuriates himself". I thought, 'that is exactly why I don't busy myself with things I can do nothing about.'

 It seems to me much of Christendom today is fixated with politics, spiritual speculations that can never be resolved and the flaws in differing faiths. I get a flood of posts that I dismiss because they just "infuriate" me! I know my gifts and talents, and that's where I focus knowing I can, at the very least, make some small change. 

Monday, January 03, 2022

  


  "God is pleased to represent Himself as a person very 'suspicious' both in respect of persons and things. Regarding our persons, we give Him cause enough, for we are sinners from our mother's womb; we make solemn vows and break them instantly; we cry for pardon, and still renew the sin; we desire God to try us once more, and we provoke Him ten times further; we use the means of grace to cure us, and we turn them into vices and opportunities of sin; we curse our sins, and yet long for them extremely; we renounce them in public, yet in private show them kindness; we leave little offenses, but our faith and our charity is not strong enough to master great ones; and sometimes we are shamed out of great ones, but entertain little ones; or if we disclaim both, yet we love to be betrayed into them." Jeremy Taylor.  

Sunday, January 02, 2022

 

This is long but so informative written by a young woman who spent a year with the Peace Corp. Her experience in Senegal is.... amazing and appalling. 

What I Learned in the Peace Corps in Africa.

By Karin McQuillan

Three weeks after college, I flew to Senegal, West Africa, to run a community center in a rural town. Life was placid, with no danger, except to your health. That danger was considerable, because it was, in the words of the Peace Corps doctor, “a fecalized environment.” In plain English: s— is everywhere. People defecate on the open ground, and the feces is blown with the dust – onto you, your clothes, your food, the water. He warned us the first day of training: do not even touch water. Human feces carries parasites that bore through your skin and cause organ failure.

 Never in my wildest dreams would I have imagined that a few decades later, liberals would be pushing the lie that Western civilization is no better than a third-world country. Or would teach two generations of our kids that loving your own culture and wanting to preserve it are racism. Last time I was in Paris, I saw a beautiful African woman in a grand boubou have her child defecate on the sidewalk next to Notre Dame Cathedral. The French police officer, ten steps from her, turned his head not to see. I have seen. I am not turning my head and pretending unpleasant things are not true. Senegal was not a hellhole. Very poor people can lead happy, meaningful lives in their own cultures’ terms. But they are not our terms. The excrement is the least of it. Our basic ideas of human relations, right and wrong, are incompatible. As a twenty-one-year-old starting out in the Peace Corps, I loved Senegal. In fact, I was euphoric. I quickly made friends and had an adopted family. I relished the feeling of the brotherhood of man. People were open, willing to share their lives and, after they knew you, their innermost thoughts. The longer I lived there, the more I understood: it became blindingly obvious that the Senegalese are not the same as us. The truths we hold to be self-evident are not evident to the Senegalese. How could they be? Their reality is totally different. You can’t understand anything in Senegal using American terms. Take something as basic as family. Family was a few hundred people, extending out to second and third cousins. All the men in one generation were called “father.” Senegalese are Muslim, with up to four wives. Girls had their clitorises cut off at puberty. (I witnessed this, at what I thought was going to be a nice coming-of-age ceremony, like a bat mitzvah or confirmation.)Sex, I was told, did not include kissing. Love and friendship in marriage were Western ideas. Fidelity was not a thing. Married women would have sex for a few cents to have cash for the market. What I did witness every day was that women were worked half to death. Wives raised the food and fed their own children, did the heavy labor of walking miles to gather wood for the fire, drew water from the well or public faucet, pounded grain with heavy hand-held pestles, lived in their own huts, and had conjugal visits from their husbands on a rotating basis with their co-wives. Their husbands lazed in the shade of the trees. Yet family was crucial to people there in a way Americans cannot comprehend. The Ten Commandments were not disobeyed – they were unknown. The value system was the exact opposite. You were supposed to steal everything you can to give to your own relatives. There are some Westernized Africans who try to rebel against the system. They fail. We hear a lot about the kleptocratic elites of Africa. The kleptocracy extends through the whole society. My town had a medical clinic donated by international agencies. The medicine was stolen by the medical workers and sold to the local store. If you were sick and didn’t have money, drop dead. That was normal. So here in the States, when we discovered that my 98-year-old father’s Muslim health aide from Nigeria had stolen his clothes and wasn’t bathing him, I wasn’t surprised. It was familiar. In Senegal, corruption ruled, from top to bottom. Go to the post office, and the clerk would name an outrageous price for a stamp. After paying the bribe, you still didn’t know it if it would be mailed or thrown out. That was normal. One of my most vivid memories was from the clinic. One day, as the wait grew hotter in the 110-degree heat, an old woman two feet from the medical aides – who were chatting in the shade of a mango tree instead of working – collapsed to the ground. They turned their heads so as not to see her and kept talking. She lay there in the dirt. Callousness to the sick was normal. Americans think it is a universal human instinct to do unto others as you would have them do unto you. It’s not. It seems natural to us because we live in a Bible-based Judeo-Christian culture. We think the Protestant work ethic is universal. It’s not. My town was full of young men doing nothing. They were waiting for a government job. There was no private enterprise. Private business was not illegal, just impossible, given the nightmare of a third-world bureaucratic kleptocracy. It is also incompatible with Senegalese insistence on taking care of relatives. All the little stores in Senegal were owned by Mauritanians. If a Senegalese wanted to run a little store, he’d go to another country. The reason? Your friends and relatives would ask you for stuff for free, and you would have to say yes. End of your business. You are not allowed to be a selfish individual and say no to relatives. The result: Everyone has nothing. The more I worked there and visited government officials doing absolutely nothing, the more I realized that no one in Senegal had the idea that a job means work. A job is something given to you by a relative. It provides the place where you steal everything to give back to your family. I couldn’t wait to get home. So why would I want to bring Africa here? Non-Westerners do not magically become American by arriving on our shores with a visa. For the rest of my life, I enjoyed the greatest gift of the Peace Corps: I love and treasure America more than ever. I take seriously my responsibility to defend our culture and our country and pass on the American heritage to the next generation. African problems are made worse by our aid efforts. Senegal is full of smart, capable people. They will eventually solve their own country’s problems. They will do it on their terms, not ours. The solution is not to bring Africans here. We are lectured by Democrats that we must privilege third-world immigration by the hundred million with chain migration. They tell us we must end America as a white, Western, Judeo-Christian, capitalist nation – to prove we are not racist. I don’t need to prove a thing. Leftists want open borders because they resent whites, resent Western achievements, and hate America. They want to destroy America as we know it. As President Trump asked, why would we do that? We have the right to choose what kind of country to live in. I was happy to donate a year of my life as a young woman to help the poor Senegalese. I am not willing to donate my country.

Saturday, January 01, 2022


I was reading a commentary on Apostle Paul today, and ran across this in the footnotes --- The author mentioned a quote about "Seed pickers" which he explained to mean -- "a snapper-up of unconsidered trifles. An intellectual charlatan who’s learning was second-hand and undigested." When I meditated on that I realized much of my knowledge falls under that category, but there is much that is truly considered and digested from actual experience, and that is where most of the deep and meaningful lessons are learned.

Some Christians dig and peck around the Bible and doctrinal thought, not really applying much of it, so they get distracted by trivial issues, their learning is second hand, not by personal experience from actually being involved in ministry, so they may have lots of knowledge, but it is "undigested", meaning, not tried and proven with personal experience. 


"You will easily judge then, what we consider the surest and only decisive signs of true devotion and piety. We lay no stress or emphasis on strong excitements. We esteem him, and him only, a devoted Christian, who practically conforms to God's moral perfections and government; who shows his delight in God's benevolence by loving and serving his neighbor; his delight in God's justice by being resolutely upright; his sense of God's purity by regulating his thoughts, imagination, and desires; and whose conversation, business, and domestic life are swayed by a regard to God's presence and authority. In all things else men my deceive themselves. Disordered nerves may give them strange sights, and sounds and impressions. Texts of Scripture may come to them as from Heaven. Their whole souls may be moved, and their confidence in God's favor be undoubting. But in all this there is no true religion. The question is, do they love God's commands, in which His character is fully expressed, and give up to these their habits and passions? Without this, ecstasy is a mockery. One surrender of desire to God's will is worth a thousand transports. We do not judge of the bent of men's minds by their raptures, any more than we judge the natural direction of a tree in a storm. We rather suspect loud profession, for we have observed that deep feeling is generally noiseless, and least seeks display." Coming from a strong Charismatic background, this quote really struck me, convicted me and hit home. My conversion and subsequent experiences, were very dramatic and at times mystical, but I believe this quote adds needed balance.