I listened to a woman at the jail unroll her
life of great sorrow to me; she was molested by her uncle from age eleven to
fifteen, her mother, lost in drugs, did nothing: her father absent. Her
addiction to drugs and ultimately meth, began at thirteen and now she sits
turning 40 this year, 27 years of addiction and sorrow with absolutely no
awareness of God's love, never been to church, and no understanding whatsoever
of the connection between her childhood trauma and her circumstances today.
I feverishly rushed to
educate her on God's rich mercy and his unfathomable grace, as well as sending
her away with two books on Biblical healing for the abused.
Her nearly six foot exterior
was hard and she takes no crap from anyone; let me illustrate -- during the
sermon, on the men's side of the room, a young guy full of himself was
incessantly starring at the youngest girl attending. She is a very petite and
young girl, cute as cute can be. This guy caught her attention and began to
move his tongue in ways he thought was seductive to try and ..... appeal? to
the young woman. His sad fate was that the chair next to him was vacant, and
the forty year old woman quietly and tactfully got up and sat next to him,
where she looked straight into his eyes and with furrowed brow and gaze of
steel said, knock that shit off, she's not for sale! And then quietly got up
and returned to her seat. He sat humiliated and his eyes never returned to the
girl.
This woman's exterior is hard
and course, further traumatized by witnessing her husband put a gun in his mouth and kill himself. Her heart of sorrow was so sensitive tears unwillingly fell
from her eyes our entire conversation, and she has flung her sorrows on Jesus
for hope and I will pray and believe she will continue to run to Him for
refuge. Will you pray with me?
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