Bunnies and wolves, how my rabbit helps in rescue work

“Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.” Matthew‬ ‭11‬:‭28‬-‭29‬ ‭

"I sat there by the blue desk, it’s the first stop in a woman’s entrance into the Crisis Shelter. 

This is where all the entry requirements unfold and the look on faces always moves my heart. 

Many terrified, bewildered, exhausted, anxious, perturbed and paranoid looks greet kindness, smiles, rules and procedures. 

It’s administration and mercy meeting in the chaos of madness, trauma and desperation.

 It takes very special women to hold these frontlines in the cultural battles of our city.

I come armed with pictures and videos of me and my bunny.

It’s unconventional warfare against the hells and horrors devouring lives in abuse, addictions among the frayed fabric of broken homes, 

society systems 

and personal choices and relationships.

Mom looked frazzled and on high alert, complete defense mode and her two little disheveled daughters were in tow.

One was clinging desperately to her stuffed rabbit like a drowning person would cling to a life preserver. 

Her bunny was grey, drab, rough and reminiscent of the well loved velveteen rabbit.

I gently told her that I liked her rabbit and that I had a rabbit too. A white, fluffy, blue-eyed snuggle bunny named Chester. 

I told her I had a video of him if she wanted to see.

Mom looked at me with dagger eyes and the girls were intrigued, but hesitant. 

I held my phone up to mom and asked if it was ok to show them? She reluctantly said yes with one hand on her proverbial pistol ready to fire and the other filling out paperwork. 

The kids distracted was a small grace as she attended to the tasks at hand.

They came closer as my video played and they caught sight of Chester’s adorableness. 

There were oos and ahhs as he gave them a brief break in the tornado of trauma swirling all around them. 

You could tell they wanted to reach out and touch him.

My heart ached to reach out and stroke their straggly hair, 

to hold them in my arms as I do my own granddaughters 

and to bless them in love soaked prayers. 

But respectful distance was demanded in the tense atmosphere of business and rescue.

The girls were rotated through required residential pictures and other details, I sat holding vigil before God in my heart and mind.

Then the littlest girl came back to me to ask to see the video again. I whole heartedly obliged.

This is the ministry of presence, 

the simple but meaningful witness of the “gentle and lowly” heart and hands of Jesus.

Welcoming His rescued lambs with calming love as they enter the shelter from the storm of wolves outside 

with my bunny rabbit and soft words of attentive care and concern."

Pastor Eric. 

 

  "The times look awfully dark indeed;

and as the clouds grow thicker - 

The stupidity of the nation seems proportionally to increase...

The state of the nation, the state of the churches - 

both are deplorable. 

Those who should be praying --

are disputing and fighting among themselves. 

Alas! how many professors are more concerned for the mistakes of gov't - than for their own sins. 

John Newton. 1700's

 What will they say about us at our funeral?

 

I was reading some things written about John Ruskin and it really struck me. 

Imagine if they said this about you and I, check this out –

 

"Among the heroic souls who have sought to recover the lost paradise (Eden) 

and recapture the glory of an undefiled and blessed world stands John Ruskin,

 oft an apostle of gentle words 

that heal like medicines, 

and sometimes a prophet of Elijah-like sternness and grandeur, 

consuming man's sins with works of flame. 

Thomas Carlyle wrote to Emerson about Ruskin saying, 

"There is nothing going on among us as notable as those fierce lightning bolts Ruskin is copiously and desperately pouring into the black world of anarchy around him. 

No other man has in him the divine rage against iniquity, 

falsity, 

and baseness that Ruskin has, 

and every man ought to have." 

Now that is an epitaph!

 As a follower of Jesus, what should I DO in the face of all the oppression and injustice in the world? In between being distracted by the drones and the gnats buzzing around my head, sitting in the jungle on the edge of a mass casualty event, I realize the centrality of my faith and the God who has guided me, step by step to this place. I believe in a loving Creator whose one expectation of us is to love. More specifically, to love Him with every part of our being, to learn to experience His love for us, and to extend that love to those around us—our neighbors. But especially to those on the margins of life without the means to stand for themselves. In that context, the beggar on the side of the road becomes as important as the genocide on another continent. So, what should I DO?

Martin Luther King said, “Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere. We are caught in an inescapable network of mutuality, tied in a single garment of destiny. Whatever affects one directly, affects all indirectly.” I believe, directed by God, our obedience leads to the reverse as well… injustice made right anywhere affects injustice everywhere.

 Nowhere in the Bible are we called to save the whole world. That’s God’s job. But we are called to heed the inner voice that urges us to take care of the situation or need directly in our path. The parable of the Good Samaritan being a great example. And often, I have found that the first step is fairly easy. I doubt the naked bleeding victim on the side of the road was the Good Samaritan’s first round with desperate situations.

So, if… and only if... you feel the Logos inside you urging to take the guy talking in church out to lunch, do it. Or tutor some kid in English. Or talk to the beggar outside of Starbucks. Or get involved with an organization that moves you. But realize that the first step is often the beginning of a journey. One that may lead you to treating injured people on a front line somewhere. Or spending a year in the jungle teaching English and math to first-year PA students as it did for one in our EM community. Or supporting a PA student financially as it has done for two of our EM community members. What should you DO? Only you and your Maker can answer that. But know this… wherever that first step leads you… come what may… you can count on a dreaded warrior to be standing by your side…

...and sometimes in this world that’s exactly what you need.

"But Adonai is with me like a dreaded warrior." Jeremiah 20:11

 

The following are excerpts from a chapter about the differences in animals and humans, and how we detest certain characteristics and value others. This is not a quick read, but it fascinated me. 

“Of eyes, we shall find those ugliest which have in them no expression nor life whatever, 

but a corpse-like stare, 

or an indefinite meaningless glaring.

 The most vivid example of that is in insects; but also like in owls or chameleons. 

The next in ugliness are the eyes that gain vitality, but only by means of the expression of intense malignity like we see in the serpent and alligator. 

Now in humans the superior beauty consists always in greater or less sweetness and gentleness and intellect.   

Let’s consider the mouth, another source of expression, 

we find it ugliest where it has none, for example in fish. Or where it becomes a destructive instrument, as again in the alligator or carnivores that lose what beauty they have, in actions of snarling and biting.

Now we come to humans, the mouth is given most definitely as a means of expression, beyond and above its animal functions. 

We are creatures created in the image of God, so one would expect our faces to display far more than simple animals. But evil takes a toll and changes us. 

Those signs of evil which are commonly and most revealed on the human features are – 

The signs of pride

Of sensuality

Of fear

And of cruelty.

Any one of which will destroy the ideal character of the countenance and body.

 The first is pride, it is perhaps the most destructive of all the four, seeing it is the undermost and original story of sin.

The second destroyer of human beauty is the appearance of sensual character, more difficult to trace, owing to its peculiar subtlety. 

Respecting those two other vices of the human face, the expressions of fear and ferocity, these only occasionally enter into the conception of character. 

Among the children of God, while there is always that fearful apprehension of His majesty, 

and that sacred dread of all offense to Him, 

which is called the fear of God, 

yet of real and essential fear, there is not any, 

but a clinging of confidence to Him, 

as their Rock, Fortress and Deliverer; 

and perfect love, and casting out of fear, 

so that it is not possible that while the mind is rightly bent on Him, there should be dread of anything, either earthly or supernatural. 

And lastly, Ferocity, which is of all passions the least human. 

Ferocity has no excuse or alleviation, 

but it is the pure essence of charging tiger and demon, 

and it casts on the human face the paleness like of the “horse of death” and the ashes of hell.”

John Ruskin. 

 

 I have seen a lot of tears this week.

They are signs of so many deep and personal things: 

revelation, repentance and rescue, weariness, sorrow and suffering.

“I have heard your prayers, I have seen your tears” – 2 Kings 20:5

I collect them in my memory, 

I soak my hard heart in them 

and I pour them over the sacrifices of prayer 

like the wine offerings of Israel’s priests.

Some tears rise up slowly like water from an overflowing well 

and others flowed like streams erupting from fortified banks.

Some were discovered only after approaching gently to the face of an overwhelmed mother. Her resolve to be “ok” and “in control” was betrayed by a rogue tear slipping out of the corner of her eye, 

wiped away quickly with frustration at being exposed.

There were tears at the altars, hands upraised, faces wet with showers of living water quenching arid souls.

“You keep track of all my sorrows. You have collected all my tears in your bottle. You have recorded each one in your book.”-Psalms‬ ‭56‬:‭8‬ ‭

Then the sobs that come from men clinging to me. 

Sons who haven’t heard a Father’s word of hope and blessing in so very long. 

Young men who crumple into your chest like long lost prodigals finally returning home.

Salty tears of trouble from verdicts of doom, danger or desperation…trembling terrors.

It’s difficult to carry the weight of weeping. 

They are a mystery of physics, 

how something so light on the cheeks, 

can feel so profoundly gargantuan in the soul.

All that was made of Earth came out from the waters of chaos 

and all that’s is remade from Heaven is birthed in sacred streams.

Ministry is wading through the rising rivers flowing from 

the Temple of God and like Ezekiel’s experience, 

it’s precarious and difficult to ford. 

One can drown in the floods if left to oneself. 

Thankfully Jesus meets us in the wild waters through the Word, prayer and worship. 

He rescues the rescuers too, 

and sees every tear that escapes or is held deep in the reservoir of our hearts and minds waiting for release.

“He will wipe every tear from their eyes, and there will be no more death or sorrow or crying or pain. All these things are gone forever.” -Revelation‬ ‭21‬:‭4‬ ‭

Pastor Eric. 

 

 Greatest of all is when the innocent child matures into a virtuous adult and then, being exposed to the harsh realities of life, they, in faith, apply their virtue and become vessels of love and sacrifice. 

Paul exhorts us to - "receive them in the Lord with all joy, and honor such, for they nearly died for the work of Christ..." 

There are countless unsung heroes we may never know, and there are some we do. 

They forever change us..... 

 

Is God on the side of the poor?

"If God is passionate about the poor, does that mean that he is on the side of the poor?

Some speak of God’s bias, or preference for, or solidarity with the poor.

Is it appropriate to speak like that in this context?

First, God is not biased. ‘There is no favoritism with him’ (Eph 6:9)

God does not care more about the salvation of the poor than the rich.

Secondly, material poverty is not the biblical ideal.

Scripture upholds the ideal that there should be no poor in the land (Deut 15:4).

Thirdly, being poor and oppressed does not in itself make people members of the church.

The poor need to repent and be saved by God’s grace just as much as the wealthy.

God is concerned about justice,

and so, while God shows no partiality,

he is also not neutral in situations of justice.

Specifically, because God is not biased pursuing justice,

God favors the poor who are either victims of injustice

or find themselves in a position in which they are powerless to resist the oppression of the powerful.

In that sense,

God is on the side of the poor.

He has a special concern for them because of their vulnerability.”

 

Are you considering divorce??

We all know how divorce impacts children and how we should do all in our power to prevent it. God hates the sorrow divorce causes. 

To add some incentive to make it work, let me share this candid confession about things divorce causes that we often overlook. 

"I don't know what I'm looking for here, maybe advice maybe just to vent and get it out in a group where people don't know me.

I'm okay with being done with him. 

I don't even like him anymore. 

I don't miss sharing a bed intimately 

or even being next to him, 

the things he's done have officially made me okay with no longer having him as my husband or friend even. Whatever.

 

It's the rest of the life I have with him that I’ll miss, and struggle to let go of. 

I don't mean monetarily, we're poor as paupers and already barely getting by.

 But.

Will I find a place I can afford 

and be able to keep my cats? 

Will I have to go to the laundromat again because of not having washer/dryer hookups? 

Will 'our' friendships become everyone picking one or the other of us?

 No more game night. 

No more seeing my awesome stepson, or my oldest daughter actually having a father figure.

No more close relationship with my mother-in-law that I love who has been there for me as a real mom when mine was not. 

No more sister-in-law and her kids, that I truly consider family. 

No more fireworks and summer parties and playing hostess with the mostest. 

No more Luna the dog, 

because the cats are 'more mine' 

the dog is 'more his'. 

No more vacations or hikes or bonfires or cookouts with friends. 

No more rummy with father-in-law, while talking smack and passing the peace pipe. 

No more - he's home to deal with kids, so I can go anywhere from the store to a friend's house kid free.

No more of those rare 'extras' of fun, things that make life bearable because there will be no money. 

No more flexible work schedule 

allowing me to see my kids longer than just to feed them and send them to bed because I'd need a second job and set hours. 

And will I be able to afford good health care? 

No more of so many things that have made me enjoy my life 

and keep me from being miserable 

when I look at the state of the world around me.

So no, 

no more nights of crying myself to sleep after him yelling at me 

and using my past traumas against me to be cruel.

 But, if I'm crying myself to sleep even more often from other things and missing my life, is it really better?

I have to decide which version of miserable I prefer. 

I never wanted it to come to this. 

I can't believe this is my life."

 *Trigger Warning* suicide

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Suicide, such a tragedy… 

If someone you know and love has taken their life, 

you know it leaves us eternally changed.

 

If you are considering suicide, please get help.

Don’t wait till the depression gets too strong to resist. 

 

The words to this song, by Ren Gill, begin to describe the thoughts of those left behind in the shadow of suicide. 

“I guess there's some that's born lucky, 

there's some that's not

I tried to cut away my bitterness, hatchet job

I locked my youth in a trunk inside a pick-up truck

Then dumped the whole thing over the same bridge 

the night you jumped

I think about that sometimes, vividly

What it felt like to look down and see tranquility

One sudden movement in a world of possibility

Only one movement to expose our fragility

I f***ing miss you, and I miss myself

I miss thinking we were indestructible as well

I miss chilling by the pier cave and kicking back

With Callum, Hugo, Sagar, Justin, Stevie and the f***in' lads

I miss missing that, I numbed myself to close the gap

I never even call them up, the distance is my plaster cast

The truth is that the day you jumped 

my childhood jumped too

But I still can't find the anger all I find is 

missing you

Man, I miss you with all my rhymes

I picture running five minutes quicker, I'm right on time

I picture pulling you back over the edge and then we're crying

And holding you my brother and telling you that it's fine

That's not the way that I worked 

'cause I was late like a jerk

There's not a day where I could find a way to break from the hurt

Your body missing so we never got to wave to the hearse

I hope you're listening; I love you man, I miss you absurd...

National suicide hotline – 988

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 If you have an interest in the jail ministries, here is a candid peek into the work written by my son, Pastor Eric of Jacob's Well, Spokane Wa.

"We have the privilege of serving in four centers every month where women, men and children find refuge from the hells, horrors and hardships of life. They are a flock of all kinds of sheep and I know that Jesus loves them all, but that doesn’t mean everyone is easy to love.

They impact me and I carry them not just as stories but as people who become part of my life of prayer.

Precious stones in a priestly vestment worn over my heart (Exodus 28).

Sometime I lay my hand over these stones on my chest and sigh.

At other moments I weep, sing, groan or set verses on fire in hopes that the light will push back the darkness.

Sometimes the tongues of Angels fill the space between thought and word.

Here’s a few of these sheep to pray for:

Unapproachable Ursula: Sitting in the hard plastic chair at the far corner, head in her hands, curled in on herself like a turtle without her shell.

Mad Melanie: She’s Medusa, trapped here by the rule of mandatory chapel attendance. Her cold death glare is like striking serpents. Her eyes searching to freeze my resolve to sever her from her abuses, betrayals, deceptions, and destructions.

Running Rachel: The desperate mother clinging to her child, fleeing the Herod who has bloodied hands and wicked intent.

Medicated Mary: Slow with words, hesitant to allow you to know she’s willing to be approached. Reaching for her is like talking underwater. She clings to your words like someone drowning in a calm but icy sea..slipping away, numb, frozen and sinking.

Hemorrhaging Heather: Her wounds are gushing. A punctured soul artery has volunteer’s hands of prayer clasped over her desperations trying to stop the hemorrhage.

Jerking Judy: Coming into the room multiple ways at the same time. Meth aftershocks, body tremors like marionette strings being yanked by some unseen entity. I hear the lost girl in the voice of a lost woman ravaged by the dark genie that rose from a smoking pipe.

Worshipping Wendy: Others sit with hands under thighs, she stands with arms extended, hands reaching to the hem of God’s garment.

Dawn’s healing light has broken on her face and her singing fills the room with off key power like Noah must of heard from his doves.

Ezekiel‬ ‭34‬:‭11‬-‭12‬, ‭16‬, ‭25‬ “The LORD God proclaims: I myself will search for my flock and seek them out. As a shepherd seeks out the flock when some in the flock have been scattered, so will I seek out my flock. I will rescue them from all the places where they were scattered during the time of clouds and thick darkness. I will seek out the lost, bring back the strays, bind up the wounded, and strengthen the weak…I will make a covenant of peace for them, and I will banish the wild animals from the land. Then they will safely live in the desert and sleep in the forest.”

 "I find myself sitting in the parking lot at Kroger trying to compose myself.

You see, while inside getting groceries,

I came upon a little girl prancing down the isle making a crazy noise.

I turned around to see this young lady wearing massive boots compared to her tiny body.

At first I just giggled and continued shopping.

I ended up in the check out lane behind her and her mother.

As good southerners do, we struck up conversation.

I told the little girl that I liked her boots.

She had a massive grin on her face and began to speak.

She let me know that those boots belonged to her Daddy.

Today would have been his birthday,

but he was killed last year in 'Afghan Stan.'

To feel better about today, she was allowed to wear his boots.

As her mom started to cry, so did I, as did the cashier.

Apparently, the gentleman behind me heard the story and gave the little girl a cupcake out of the dozen he was buying.

He told the little girl to always eat a cupcake for her dad's birthday.

He told her that her dad was a hero

and that she should be proud to be his daughter.

Please remember why we are able to celebrate America.

Let's stop to think about those who protect the freedom that we often take for granted!"

Post by Sarah Cooper.